Monday, October 13, 2008

Re-alive of angel~

continue with d last post...

after certified d death of angel,
ivy went to find me,
i told her to find a coffin to bury my little angel..
but Dr. Ivy said maybe d angel still alive~

so, she brought my angel to ICU n started to check on her..
one day past.. no news..
sunday morning... still.. no news..
i think my little angel really very ill,
maybe d "water ghost" took her soul away..

when i came back from bathe,
i saw my little angel there,
starring at me on my table..
OMG, Dr Ivy saved her??!!

i faster asked ivy n want to know d condition of my little angel..
n Dr Ivy said..
" ur pendrive still alive~"
OMG.. really???

once again, i plug d angel into my laptop n...
YA, she awake..
but she really very ill..
full of virus on it..
nothing can help besides killing all d virus..

so,
after killing 256virus in my little angel,
she finally smile to me..
ya,
she alive..
after i changed all her internal organ..
d old organ cannot be used as they r affected by dangerous virus..

d day after d heavy rain,
my angel finally back to my side..

Death of angel~

last friday no class,but went to faculty online to finish FSM3002 assignment.
i almost finished it at 4pm,
just, there is one Ms. M havent pass hers one to me..

suddenly got d feeling of ..
my little angel (pendrive) will die soon..
dun ask me y,
i always believe wat i felt..

so, i faster email d going-to-be-finished FSM3002 to myself.
after that went to old flat to print out my exercise on BBI2421.

once i went back college, i straight away had my bathe..
something happen in d bathroom, while i washed my long pants..
there was sth dropped out from it..
OMG, its my little angel~~
kanasai, i brought her to BATH!!

when i plug it into laptop,
IT CANT OPEN!!
OMG, all data gone,
all reports gone
all assignments gone
all notes gone
all photo gone
all secret gone...

suddenly think of one thing,
i fast fast check with my laptop,
D-drive..
click into it..
n i saw it..
my little angel sleeping there..
n i wake her up..
YES, all d data, reports, assignments, notes, photo, secret..
STILL THERE
in D-drive~
(start to get blur wat i wan to say??)

once again,
cant deny that im VERY clever..
i saved d whole pendrive on wed night in D-drive.
i did my BBI2421 on thurs n
i PRINT it out in d morning~
wat i did on friday ad been email to my hotmail!!
i got nothing lost~~
except my little angel~
**clap clap clap**

d death of angel,
10/08/2008 6.12pm,
certified..

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

A day full with sickness~

nothing much to write for this time,
just, read d title also u guys know d,
just say byebye to sore throat,
but fever welcomed me..
mostly because of d heavy rain..
duh~

sunny day outside,
but its cloudy day for me~

dun walk too fast,
i cant catch up ur steps~

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

heavy rain~

today after lunch at new flat, 1.00pm,
went back to faculty,
saw saima, ivy n yikhwa having discusssion bout d food fair..

feel like myself very bad,
din contribute in this food fair,
always saw them busy here n there,
but din give any helping hand..

so, once i heard that yikhwa asking who's at new flat there,
think can ask the person to dabao for his lunch..
im the first one give him d helping hand..
i know if i din do so,
sure he will hungry till 4pm.
(my class starts from 2-4pm).

outside heavy rain,
but din stop me from helping him..
half d way my pants ad wet all,
yet, i continued with my journey..
my mission is to dabao.. cant fail..

d rain getting heavy,
ad 1.30pm,
think i must be fast,
cannot delay because of d heavy rain..
if not sure he cant finished it be4 2pm..

reached faculty bout 1.35pm..
shoes filled with raining drops..
whole pants covered with acid rain..
its okie for me,
because there will be one person,
can attend d class without d feeling of hungry..

this is d characteristic of the mama of food study,
always take care of her daddy n darlings,
although she has d feeling of freezing in d class~

Monday, October 06, 2008

06102008 back to upm~

back to upm de..
c i type in english then should be know ad la..
yesterday 2am sleep, cant sleep as usual,
today 7am woke up, also d same,
cant sleep as usual..

haizz, back to upm..
moodless d..
nothing to do,
only attend one lab today..

meet weiyao just now,
u know u kanasai also d,
want me wait for half hour,
but c u less than half hour..

i think im sick again..
sore throat,
a bit runny nose..
bought strepsils ad..
hope can get well..

I WAN TO GET VERY WELL,
VERY SOON

Saturday, October 04, 2008

感动

不知道看了多少遍你的post,
心里面也不知道感动了多少次,
能说的,除了感动,
还是感动。
谢谢你陪了我整个下午,
让我明白了很多很多,
就算不明白,
我想,以后我都会明白的。

感动的并不是情节,
感动的是,
你竟然记得,
记得我记得的一切。

记得学校前面的那一幕,
记得我唯一听过你哭的一夜,
记得你说你变了,
记得那首童话,
记得我发给你的短讯,
记得我的不快乐,
记得我的眼泪,
记得你说过你会挺我。

我们去过的地方,
每一个让我快乐的地方。
你无端端送的礼物,
整箱的巧克力,
带着翅膀的狮子扣链,
槟城的发夹,
新加玻的发夹,
可爱的日历,
狮子座的手链,
一对的项链,
亲人节一连串的礼物,
那99个内有乾坤的天鹅,
你精心制造的歌词游戏,
你在礼堂后面送的衣服,
五颜六色的纸折“盒子”,
还有一个,
你傻呼呼送的电话吊带。

你记得吗?
那首“快乐”,
让我在看家好月园中,
在听“分分钟需要你”,
掉过多少次的眼泪。

这么多里面,
让我无法释怀的,
是那个夜晚,
你看着我哭得那一晚。

我想,
最后会揭开我心锁的,
会是我自己。

正如我说的,
不用担心我,
我一个人会活得好好的。

谢谢你,
一个自称最烂的人,
一个我最爱的人。

糟了,变糟了

最近我真的越来越大胆了

本来心情乱七八糟的,
无意间看到joel的部落格,
我真的忍不住,
笑了。

话说回去我如何大胆。
这已不是第一次了,
有时候真的很佩服我自己。
如果在学习中能抱着这种态度,
我实在是太棒了。


人家说,
失败是成功之母,
我说,
我这个成功,
想必经过多少次的失败,
依然是遥不可达。

所以我说我笨,说我傻嘛。。
笨蛋,你几时才要起身?
傻瓜,你几时才要清醒?
还有,你几时才舍得离开我?
不是明明说好走的吗?
为什么又回来?

话说回去我如何大胆。
真的很够力的,
你知道那种流过泪后,眼睛的酸痛吗?
不能小看我自己,
我真的变了。

别误会,今天真的只滴过那么一滴眼泪。
就是那一滴而已。
但那双眼睛,
比哭超过三个钟还酸痛。

如果说眼泪流出来是哭,
那,我真的哭不出了,
是好事还是坏事?

如果说眼泪流进去是哭,
那,我竟然无师自通,
是好事还是坏事?

眼睛真的酸到我不想睁开了。
话说回去,
我今天真的很大胆。

感觉~

昨晚超high的,
12.30am 这样就乖乖爬上床睡觉了。
昨晚的心情无法形容,
在床上辗转难眠。

突然觉得这两年,
我好像白过了。
一直在钻牛角尖
一直都爬不出那框框
一直都活在自己的感情世界。

这两年,
第一次有轻松的感觉,
第一次有如释重担的感觉,
第一次有被松绑的感觉。
是不是以后都会是这样?
不想这感觉离开我。。

睡不着的夜晚,
突然发了个无理头的短讯。
一个无理头的问题,
一个无理头的答案。

Friday, October 03, 2008

复杂的心情

今天约了人打球。
本来是跟他打的,
但他说哦,
他有sms我,
但我收不到,
这就是说没缘份哦。
是的,
我自己说,
是有缘无份。不是吗?
好一个有缘无份,
一个字,
悲。

所以后来我还是去打球,
和你去。
你没有说,
我们没有缘份,
但我自己说,
是有缘无份。不是吗?
好一个有缘无份,
一个字,
悲。

做了两年悲伤的人,
今天我知道我很悲的,
应该会很不高兴的,
心应该会很痛的,
但,
竟然,
没有~

没有??
我是怎么了?
心口好闷好闷。。
突然间好像遗失了心痛的知觉,
突然间好像遗失了流泪的能力。

突然想起以前有个朋友说,
他好想哭,却哭不出,
看着镜子中的自己,
明明已经心痛到不行,
却依然哭不出。

几年后的我,今天,
我想,
我终于明白那感觉了。

没有你的第568天,
我竟然,不哭了;
我竟然,能忍住;
我竟然,没心痛;
我竟然,
竟然,
笑了

无法形容的复杂心情,
文字,
它代替不了。

谢谢你,
荧幕前的你,
陪我渡过了,
好多个喜怒哀乐。

Thursday, October 02, 2008

无题·亲情

外公病了,
蛮严重的,
进医院了。

听说是中风,
不能说话,
半边身不能动,
晕倒了。

今天去看他,
觉得他,
苍老了。
七十多岁,
看上去,
还蛮像的。

我以为,
我会有什么感觉。
但原来,
没有的,
什么感觉都没有。

怎么会这样?
外公是我很亲很亲的亲戚。
在古时候,
若被株九族,
他也是无罪牵连的。

是姓凌的,
都是那样的吗?
觉得是自己的事情,
就去理会;
自己理不理都没有用的事,
干吗还要去理?

大条道理好像说得很对,
但一点都


再次证明,
我变了。

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

一个好人

好久没有称赞人了。。

这次的主角会是,
第三届PAP宣传与票务组组长
知毅是也

不知道为什么会在百忙中想起他
也许他总是傻傻的,
少许的帅气中带有点古人的味道
少许的沉默中带有点潇洒的感觉
大大的笑容中带有点轻轻的忧伤
笨搓的谈吐中带有点艺术的文采

他整个人是怎样我摸不着
跟他相处的时间,
顶多也是三个月。

但这个人,
送四个字给他,

一个好人