Friday, June 27, 2008

这样。。。很好

不用做工的星期四永远都是超爽的。。
先来个检查身体(抽血)。。。左手的胶布下有个明显的针孔洞。










然后,来个无聊“模特儿”照。。
真想不到,再次被邀为bum代言。。。













再来就是两个无聊的人玩自拍。。
五指手指头都数得出,这是第几次的合照。。哈~
最后当然少不了那最大的配角啦。。。
少了它,今天可是无聊的一天哦。。
有这样的一天可以玩玩,很好。。真得很好。。
倒数:3天

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

够力

今天我们那“最大粒”的AAM--> assissstance area manager, aka aeron 放假,我们一班小瓜就作反啦~~

首先,十点了还不要把那门开完。

然后,不抹玻璃,只是扫地。(算给面子了…)

之后,跑去对面和别人谈天。

再者,上班时间去McD打包。

还有,带手提电脑看戏。

再来,进行二人辩论+现场直播访问。

最后,再用手提电脑看照片。

够力吧~~

倒数:5天

Friday, June 20, 2008

爱与恨;真实与谎言

今天的心情又烂透了。

上班的时候已经有预感今天会是难过的一天。

在纸上写了好多好多的字。

不开心,不快乐,不高兴,negative, -ve。

总爱强颜欢笑,总爱让大家觉得我是没有烦恼的天使。

好久没有让自己放肆,压抑太久会使人发疯。

崩溃了,今天的我彻底的崩溃了。

输了,又一次输给自己。

给的爱,不断地伤着自己。

是等到没有了爱,那伤口才会消失吗?

刻意的安排,仍然受到阻碍,这是叫作有缘无份?

输了,输给了命运,输给了自己。

爱与恨,一线之差。

在爱你的同时,藏着恨你的成分。

最爱的是我,最恨得却也是我。

真实与谎言,分得清吗?

还是,不愿分清了。

没人想问,没人想答,真实与谎言,又有分别吗?

对不起,

你听得到吗?

对不起。。。

三个字形容我,

不坚强,

不独立。

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

工作中——想

那天是15日,6月。父亲节。

工作时间:10am-10pm

总销量: RM1372.10

不知从何时开始,不管去到哪儿,总会带着洋葱和刀片,方便若突然想切洋葱,有道具和材料在身旁。

谢谢chew lupwai来the curve找我,在店里陪我一个钟头后,一起去sakae sushi吃sushi, 然后再一次陪我在3.6聊了一个钟。

一个大约17岁的男生进店看中了RM159的Nike bag,打电话叫爸爸来买。天啊,今天是父亲节,还要爸爸付钱?!那爸爸一直要我给折扣,但不行嘛!最后那爸爸有点不爽地买了那bag。。唉,不孝子!。。。唉,我又何尝不是个孝女?

一个大约45岁的女人,和一个大约35岁的男人进店。那女得不到五分钟选了6件男装,共RM568。大佬,有钱也不是这样花吧!

还有一个应该是爸爸级的男人,一进店就选女装,应该是买个女儿的。大佬,今天是父亲节,怎么现在的父亲节是爸爸在讨儿女欢心?然后,怎么那男人只是一个人而已??

愿天下的爸爸父亲节快乐,愿天下的子女能够看到爸爸严肃背后的那一面。。

突然想到梁静茹那首分手快乐,歌词中有句,“其实爱对了人,情人节每天都过”,我想,父亲节也是一样吧!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

今天不知道做么,放工回来后,打开电脑,看到你也在线上,心就莫名奇妙地在抽痛。

没办法,只能当你透明,我不要回到以前那样。然后再催眠似的告诉自己,你不在,你不在,你不在,你不在。。然后,你就真得不在了。。是的,你不在,你不会在,你从来都不在。

带着坏心情和心情也不怎么好的兄弟谈天,每次都彼此挖苦彼此,其实蛮谢谢他的,心情不好还陪我讲废话。也许,不知道是谁在陪谁。。

他怎么不怕他告诉我的事会使我不快乐?他怎么不怕如果有一天我会喜欢他?

我这样问他,他说,你都不会喜欢我的,怕什么?

是的,心,一天还没康复;伤,一天还在,我,又怎么会踩进那陷阱呢?

突然间好想谈恋爱,和一个对我好的人一起谈,和一个不会伤我的人一起谈,谈一场,很简单很简单很简单的恋爱。

突然间。。。突然间。。。就是那么的突然。。。

Sunday, June 01, 2008

update of MY life

ya, as u guys know, i started to work de..so, every week got one day off, which is thursday.

i really very enjoyed d 2 thursday, which is on 22may n 29may.

on d 22may, actually, joel planned for sunway lagoon one, but because of too little ppl going, plus, i wan singk, so, i decided to change this plan to singk plan..hahaha..i really long time din sing de, like dunno how to sing summore...=P

while on 29may, its really a very busy day for me, met lots of friends, faced lots of troubles..

here the story goes..

wake up at 7.30am, washed clothes, fetch allan at 9am n reach beh's house at 9.40am. played badminton from 10 to 12pm. both of them really geng..haha..

after that went to open a new RHB account near taman megah there, BUT trouble began when the person in charge said that i CANNOT open saving account there because i stay in SHAH ALAM, n my company at CHERAS, plus my outlet at THE CURVE..after negotiate with her, she finally agree to open d account for me, BUT again, trouble came.. d IC reader cannot read my chip!! n she said i have to change the chip be4 going to other bank..

okie fine, i fetch beh home n went back to have lunch at 1pm. i reach JABATAN PENDAFTARAN NEGARA at 2.15pm n be4 that really felt moodless cause ppl said i ffk as i said i will reach pyramid by 3pm..n i know its really impossible right now..dear, what to do..

after queue up for about 10minutes, its my turn to get the nombor giliran. i told d person in charge that my IC might be spoilt as RHB bank cannot read it. so, she double comfirm with me, putting d IC into d IC reader n said " ya, ur IC spoilt, have to change a new one, so u need to pay RM10 for it"..okie, fine, i got d number n sat there waiting for about half an hour be4 my turn..

so, reached my turn.. d person said she wanna double confirm whether my IC is spoilt be4 she do anything..k, i gave her my IC n guess what she said..." kamu punya IC okie la, boleh baca.." i really very geram ad, just now the bank n first counter said cannot read, now tell me CAN READ!!

fine, she printed my IC detail n give my 2 copies, just in case d bank CANNOT READ my IC AGAIN..the distance from d JPN to the nearest RHB bank is not so far, but due to raining heavily, i used bout 20minutes to reach there..

finally reached SG BULOH RHB BANK, i get d nombor giliran n wait for my turn..

after giving all the forms to the person at d counter there, he said " IC please".. k, passed my IC to him n AGAIN, saying my IC cannot be read..=.=" i ad very geram n gave him d copy from JPN n he tried to use other reader to read again...

n at last, there is only ONE reader can read my IC, izzit my IC too SPECIAL to read??=.="

so now, at least i know i can be sure open a saving account by today as i need to pass d acc number to aeron tomorrow..i told d person that i wan to open acc by using just RM20 as i dun have RM250 cash in hand.. guess wat the siao person answered..

HE: " jangan buka dengan RM2o, nanti u nak pinjam loan, nanti nak beli kereta, so, kalau buka dengan RM250, kamu dapat tu bank book la, boleh refer all the time.."

ME: " tapi i takkan guna acc ni untuk pinjam loan, takkan guna acc ni beli kereta"

HE: " jangan cakap macam tu, nanti u akan tahu, sekarang kamu baru kerja, nanti akan start pinjam punya"

ME: " i cakap lagi, i takkan guna acc ni untuk buat semua tu, acc ni hanya untuk SAVING jer"

HE: " u tak tahu punya, banyak customer juga cakap macam ni, lepas tu, mereka semua nak tukar, masa tu banyak leceh punya"

ME ( ad very geram): " i tak nak buka acc dengan RM250, i hanya mahu buka dengan RM20!!"

HE: " kenapa tak mau, lepas 6 jam boleh guna ATM ambil balik duit tu.."

ME: " i tahu, tapi i hanya mahu buka dengan RM20, i tak ada cash RM250 sekarang"

HE ( laugh): " boleh pinjam dengan kawan, esok boleh pulang.."

ME:" i sekarang nak buka acc dengan RM20, BOLEH??"

HE:" okie okie..."

really kanasai la d ppl.. another conversation with him after he settled my acc..

HE: " kamu boleh ambil ATM card esok."

ME: " sekarang tak boleh ambil keh? last time i pergi bank lain, dia terus bagi i ATM card"

HE: " oo, ini kena bagi atas dulu"

ME: " okie, tapi esok i tak free, kena kerja, monday okie tak?"

HE: " monday ar... okie juga, i hanya simpan untuk one week jer, lepas tu, tak datang ambil, rugi la RM20 tu"

ME:" okie, jadi monday pukul berapa buka yer bank ni?"

HE:" 9.15am"

ME:" okie, jadi i datang monday la"

.....(silence).....

HE:" apa kata u datang tuesday...?"

ME: " mengapa tak boleh monday?"

HE: " i risau nanti atas belum siap, weekend ni kami tak kerja, nanti atas tak dapat contact kami kalau ada apa problem"

ME: " so, tadi u cakap esok boleh collect?"

HE: " oo.. kamu datang tues la.."

ME: "......"

end of this conversation.. CONCLUSION: DUN OPEN ACC AT RHB BANK, SERVICE DAMN LOUSY!!

finally finished all these at 4.30pm n reach pyramid at 5pm..haizzz, really very sorry ya dear..

joel din join us for steamboat n he "borrow" my car to go paktor with his girl girl...=.="

at last, 10 of us gather at yuan steamboat.. really very long time din see them ad, i guess if its not because wen have to go to scotland, dunno when only we all can gather..hahaha...

i ate many rounds leh, ice-cream also ate a lots..hahaha.. luckily got weiyao eat with me, if not, sure they all feel that my stomach really very BIG one..hahaha..thanks ya^^ (ps: actually i really not 100% full at that time de, just because d tomyam ad became salty, forced me to stop eating..)

n these few days i learnt how to play 4 ppl mahjong!! thanks allan to call me out ya^^

n here have to say sorry to beh as i can see ur disappointed face when me n allan said wanna reach home be4 12am..its my mis-communication with u..sorry, really very sorry, u may angry with me but not others, k..

n last lastly.. just saw my lingdar's personal message.. 你还爱我吗?一直好想问你这句话.ya, thats long long time ago, i asked this question, but until now, there is still no answer from u. izzit the time to receive it ad passed..?

dear, when u see this, hope can let u know, maybe now is d right time to do sumthing, n once u lost it, u will lost it forever..u know wat i meant de..this is just my opinion la, d decision still in ur hand one, take care oo, dun sick again ya..^^