不能说的秘密

终于回到家了。今天一早起身就觉得怪怪的，阳光怎么会射进我房间？一张开眼睛才发现，我真的回到家了。昨天我很早就睡了，为的就是不让自己有多余的时间去胡思乱想。八月三十日对我来说是个很有纪念性的日子。两年前的那天，应该是我十七年来拿过最多勇气去做一件事的一天。好多的秘密都不能说，我不能说为何那天会有那么大的勇气，我不能说我那天说的话真实性有多高，我不能说为何我会有那样的决定，我不能说我那天的感觉是怎样。。。

我浪费了整天的时间，让自己掉进了回忆里。回忆起以前的中学日子如何度过，回忆起以前怎样和朋友们疯狂度过青涩的岁月，回忆起我们怎么认识，回忆起我们怎么度过每年的重大日子，回忆起我们甜蜜的岁月，也回忆起那令人痛撤心扉的日子。突然间觉得集在天上的星星慢慢地分散了，就像我们的距离，慢慢地疏远了。人说，“只要两颗心是连在一起的，那么，再远的距离也就不算是距离了。”就因为这句话，我们的距离又远了一尺。

好久没有看到你们了，距离会否让我们之间的感情被遗忘？怎么海滩上的脚印只剩下我一个人的？怎么只剩下我一个人在独唱情歌？怎么坐在车里的也只有我一个人？突然间好期待收到你们的短讯，告诉我你们回来了，回来告诉我，其实我们都没有被遗忘，你一直住在我心里。没有讯息不代表把你遗忘了，只是想让你有更大的空间去看这世界。

谢谢你朋友，谢谢你把喜怒哀乐都渗入我的记忆里。

这是个不能说的秘密，说出来，流泪的会是我。。。

gambateh!!

The time to become a prison in UPM finally comes to a small break.. i finally can go back to subang this coming thursday, which is TOMORROW!!! It's seems like a very excited moment for almost all my friends. Some of them had never back to their kampung since they become the prison.. im a bit lucky, went back twice before..=D

ps: gambateh babe!!

MGM 2111--> mehan

mehan is my management lecturer, a very very rich, n yet successful ppl, which is just 40++ years old..

this morning he talked bout something regarding the goal to achieve in life. n he told us that during his third year in USM, somebody told him to make a list of wat he wan to achieve in life, n he used the whole sem break to think about it. myabe some will write about all those material things, but mehan dont.. n he listed about 125 things in a note book..now, wat he have to do is just cancel things that ad achieved..

somehow feel that im still a small small girl, with no knowledge, with no sense of the issues surrounded..today mehan asked us to think bout our goal in life. i just suddenly stun..huh, goal?? besides all those short-term goal, i really cannot think of others...=.=

sometimes feel like the characteristic in mehan is the characteristic of my "mr right". A guy which care bout his family (his wife and his mother), a guy who very success in his career, a guy who care about society issues,a guy who wont consider much when doing charity, a guy who always agree with his wife, no matter how unpredictable his wife is. mehan just told us a stody about his wife. Last Sunday (yesterday), mrs mehan asked mehan to bring her to shopping at lorenzo.. so, they went to lorenzo n she said she wan to buy a dining table and a coffee table which all together cost RM 18,500!!! mehan then asked her," how bout the ori dining table and coffee table in the house??" then the answer was," then u have to think yourself..."=.="...okie, fine for mehan. after lorenzo, they went to ikea. again, " this mirrow is nice, can we buy it??"( which is some kind of decoration mirrow) .the mirrow cost RM 499 per piece.. mehan din consider much since his wife asked like that, then he bought 2 piece of mirrow, no delivery, have to take back by himself. on the way to the parking lot,a very funny question came out.." mehan, where should we put this two mirrows??" " dear, i thought you got the idea ad??" " no, its u buy it, i din ask you to buy, i just recommended only.." "....." "mehan, then you think about it la.." ".....ok..." then until now, the mirrows still in the living room. mehan said, if he has decided where to put the mirrow, then his wife will still asking," why you wan to put there, i dun think its nice... think about other places..." =.=" mehan said," wat to do, his mother and his wife r always in the first place.."... kesiannya..

University Life

long time din post anything here.. just bust adapt myself to the university life.. so, intro first, i study Bachelor Science (Food Study) PG17, in UPM, Serdang. This is the first time i post thing in UPM!

today not in the good mood.. dunno why,i think maybe its because i got a sad dream yesterday..k, today is my dear weiyao bday, here to great him HAPPY BIRTHDAY first..

My University life is full with assignment.. how come last time senior told me that university life is full with fun!! izzit???? i in doubt...

last time i started this blog, the purpose is to write all happy stuff here de... but dunno since when, i started to express myself here.. moodless will find blogger, sad will find blogger..who know me the best?? blogger....

1st of July i went to UPM. went back to home 2 times only..

i ad sit for 3 papers, which is SAK3002( computer), FSM3001(food) and ACT2112(account).. i found out that in university, i no longer say the subject name, but always use the code..this one is quite different from secondary..the account still okie, cause just 10 MCQ, but turn to SAK, i ad wan to cry liao.. haizzz... just now morning sit for FSM,3 essay questions, haizzz...

one month here i ad finished 2 SAK assignment, 2 FSM presentation, 2 MGM(management) assignment, 1 ACT assignment, 1 SKP 2101( kenegaraan) presentation. luckily the SKP 2203( tamadun islam) assignment no need to do so fast... everyday like busy with all those things... haizzz... still got exam... next week got badminton competition,wasting my time still...... haizzz......

another thing very different one, at home, i bathe just for max 30 minutes, now, min 1 hour... OMG! wasting my time washing all the clothes... haizz...my hand no longer smooth liao..=(

lastly, gambateh to all my friends and me myself ba..

2DAYS 1NIGHT KUKUP ISLAND

the first place visited

with sooteng, 2-in-1 bee

the most funny couple teacher

youngest teacher at pulau kukup

second destination-->mangrove forest

again, with them at mangrove forest..

me n sooteng again, on the fish boat

the last destination--> malacca, took with police!!

Happy birthday to my sisters!!!

ya, 15th of may was my big sister bday n the day be4 i post this post with is 22nd of may was my second sister bday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of them!!

on 14th of may, my second sister n i got a mission to do --> give surprise to my big sister, which "ordered" by her bf since he works in penang.. so, on that day , both of us go n search around the subang new village to buy ROSES n tell them to deliver to my big sister's office on 15th.. guess wats the price for 9 roses???? it costs RM60 ( included delivery)!!! so so so expensive!!!!












on15th, after my sister came back from her office, me n my second sister like pretend to be surprised.. "waaaa, jeje, who give u flowers de???? " n my big sister was so happy, because she said this is the first time her company received flowers!! hahaha... after a bit chit chating with my big sister, my second sister accidentely split out the words.. "cheeyao (my sis's bf) told u that he 'ordered' us to buy flowers to u,izzit?"...OMG...felt quite paiseh buying roses to my sister...=.=
after that, came to our present to my big sister.. a hamper from yu yan san.. n till now, she din realize that actually the present is 借花敬佛 one.. in the afternoon of 22th, a salesman came to my mom's office n gave her the hamper cause my mom help him to get lots of commision.. hahaha..

-happy birthday-

spiderman

today is a beautiful day,with the comfortable sunlight during the morning, with the pretty mood..

ya,today went to watch spiderman3 at cineleisure, near the curve there... so, woke up at 8am to prepare myself.( u know la, girls need lot of time de ma..) so, at about 9am, i finished eating breakfast, "setting" my hair, choose the most comfortable clothes ( baby T n a skirt), the most relaxing shoes( a pair of not-very high-heel shoes), a pair of "fish-bone" earings n also wash my bedclothes..i tried to be fast liao de la...so,sooteng will come to my house at 9.30am. now only 9.00am, still got time to read newspaper, play sudoku..so,9.30am, i called sooteng, she said she is on the way coming. 9.40am, she asked me how to go my house. 9.50am,finally she reached my house.. walau, subang go subang also need 20minutes!!!! yao mou!!! okie la,after that, we go choywan's house fetch her,since she had no car to my house..finally we leave subang at 9.55am.. walau, the fastest to the curve need about 15 minutes... damm, i will be late liao..

traffice jam due to the traffic light make me reached cineleisure at 10.30am.. walau.. this is the first time i went to the curve there needs 30minutes leh.. haizzz... sorry to joel, lian n doreen,cause they wait for us for about 30minutes ad... really sorry bout that...so, the ppl who watch spiderman3 was me, choywan, sooteng, zhixin, weiliang, joel,lian n doreen.. 8ppl, seperated into two rows.. the movie is quite nice for me, i think i will give it 70marks ( the highest still "perhaps love" with 85marks)..ahhaha.. the most memorable dialogue for me i think is the MJ tell Pete " i am alone, u r not there for me". a simply sentence touches my heart, nose get red, eyes get blur...

after the movie, zhixin n weiliang had to go back earlier.. so, the rest of us went shoppping a abit in the curve since me n joel wanna buy present to mother ( tomorrow mother's day la).. joel bought a necklace to his mom, i bought a watch... hahaah... lian also bought something, but not for his mom, for another girl with is important to him..( u know la).. hahahaaa.. after buying all those present, its ad 2.30pm.. haizz, late again.. cause have to meet weiyao n jiawen n ss2 at 2.30pm..haizzz... sorry to both of them, have to wait for us there..

so,finally reached ss2 KFC at 3.00pm due to some "accident"..walau, wen changes a lot liao, coloured her hair in RED colour!!! ahahha, our "sportwoman" become very "in" liao... yeahyeah!! the most happy moment coming, wen said i look younger n prettier ad!!! doreen n joel also said so!!!! ( hope they din tipu me la, tipu also dun let me know ar...)hahahaha...wat can i say?? i LOVE my new hairstyle..^^

so, we go somewhere in ss2 yamcha (really cannot remember the name), a place where a lot of dessert to eat... ( unfortunately din take photo =(...) so, we start talk n talk lo.. wen will go to Scotland next year,so fast!!! after bla bla things, we decided to go back home, since doreen has to go to church, jiawen also have to go subang jaya... so, "pitt",balik rumah!

today very happy leh.. rupa-rupanya, i quite lenglui also.. haahahah... =.="