Friday, June 27, 2008

这样。。。很好

不用做工的星期四永远都是超爽的。。
先来个检查身体(抽血)。。。左手的胶布下有个明显的针孔洞。










然后,来个无聊“模特儿”照。。
真想不到,再次被邀为bum代言。。。













再来就是两个无聊的人玩自拍。。
五指手指头都数得出,这是第几次的合照。。哈~
最后当然少不了那最大的配角啦。。。
少了它,今天可是无聊的一天哦。。
有这样的一天可以玩玩,很好。。真得很好。。
倒数:3天

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

够力

今天我们那“最大粒”的AAM--> assissstance area manager, aka aeron 放假,我们一班小瓜就作反啦~~

首先,十点了还不要把那门开完。

然后,不抹玻璃,只是扫地。(算给面子了…)

之后,跑去对面和别人谈天。

再者,上班时间去McD打包。

还有,带手提电脑看戏。

再来,进行二人辩论+现场直播访问。

最后,再用手提电脑看照片。

够力吧~~

倒数:5天

Friday, June 20, 2008

爱与恨;真实与谎言

今天的心情又烂透了。

上班的时候已经有预感今天会是难过的一天。

在纸上写了好多好多的字。

不开心,不快乐,不高兴,negative, -ve。

总爱强颜欢笑,总爱让大家觉得我是没有烦恼的天使。

好久没有让自己放肆,压抑太久会使人发疯。

崩溃了,今天的我彻底的崩溃了。

输了,又一次输给自己。

给的爱,不断地伤着自己。

是等到没有了爱,那伤口才会消失吗?

刻意的安排,仍然受到阻碍,这是叫作有缘无份?

输了,输给了命运,输给了自己。

爱与恨,一线之差。

在爱你的同时,藏着恨你的成分。

最爱的是我,最恨得却也是我。

真实与谎言,分得清吗?

还是,不愿分清了。

没人想问,没人想答,真实与谎言,又有分别吗?

对不起,

你听得到吗?

对不起。。。

三个字形容我,

不坚强,

不独立。

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

工作中——想

那天是15日,6月。父亲节。

工作时间:10am-10pm

总销量: RM1372.10

不知从何时开始,不管去到哪儿,总会带着洋葱和刀片,方便若突然想切洋葱,有道具和材料在身旁。

谢谢chew lupwai来the curve找我,在店里陪我一个钟头后,一起去sakae sushi吃sushi, 然后再一次陪我在3.6聊了一个钟。

一个大约17岁的男生进店看中了RM159的Nike bag,打电话叫爸爸来买。天啊,今天是父亲节,还要爸爸付钱?!那爸爸一直要我给折扣,但不行嘛!最后那爸爸有点不爽地买了那bag。。唉,不孝子!。。。唉,我又何尝不是个孝女?

一个大约45岁的女人,和一个大约35岁的男人进店。那女得不到五分钟选了6件男装,共RM568。大佬,有钱也不是这样花吧!

还有一个应该是爸爸级的男人,一进店就选女装,应该是买个女儿的。大佬,今天是父亲节,怎么现在的父亲节是爸爸在讨儿女欢心?然后,怎么那男人只是一个人而已??

愿天下的爸爸父亲节快乐,愿天下的子女能够看到爸爸严肃背后的那一面。。

突然想到梁静茹那首分手快乐,歌词中有句,“其实爱对了人,情人节每天都过”,我想,父亲节也是一样吧!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

想

今天不知道做么,放工回来后,打开电脑,看到你也在线上,心就莫名奇妙地在抽痛。

没办法,只能当你透明,我不要回到以前那样。然后再催眠似的告诉自己,你不在,你不在,你不在,你不在。。然后,你就真得不在了。。是的,你不在,你不会在,你从来都不在。

带着坏心情和心情也不怎么好的兄弟谈天,每次都彼此挖苦彼此,其实蛮谢谢他的,心情不好还陪我讲废话。也许,不知道是谁在陪谁。。

他怎么不怕他告诉我的事会使我不快乐?他怎么不怕如果有一天我会喜欢他?

我这样问他,他说,你都不会喜欢我的,怕什么?

是的,心,一天还没康复;伤,一天还在,我,又怎么会踩进那陷阱呢?

突然间好想谈恋爱,和一个对我好的人一起谈,和一个不会伤我的人一起谈,谈一场,很简单很简单很简单的恋爱。

突然间。。。突然间。。。就是那么的突然。。。

Sunday, June 01, 2008

update of MY life

ya, as u guys know, i started to work de..so, every week got one day off, which is thursday.

i really very enjoyed d 2 thursday, which is on 22may n 29may.

on d 22may, actually, joel planned for sunway lagoon one, but because of too little ppl going, plus, i wan singk, so, i decided to change this plan to singk plan..hahaha..i really long time din sing de, like dunno how to sing summore...=P

while on 29may, its really a very busy day for me, met lots of friends, faced lots of troubles..

here the story goes..

wake up at 7.30am, washed clothes, fetch allan at 9am n reach beh's house at 9.40am. played badminton from 10 to 12pm. both of them really geng..haha..

after that went to open a new RHB account near taman megah there, BUT trouble began when the person in charge said that i CANNOT open saving account there because i stay in SHAH ALAM, n my company at CHERAS, plus my outlet at THE CURVE..after negotiate with her, she finally agree to open d account for me, BUT again, trouble came.. d IC reader cannot read my chip!! n she said i have to change the chip be4 going to other bank..

okie fine, i fetch beh home n went back to have lunch at 1pm. i reach JABATAN PENDAFTARAN NEGARA at 2.15pm n be4 that really felt moodless cause ppl said i ffk as i said i will reach pyramid by 3pm..n i know its really impossible right now..dear, what to do..

after queue up for about 10minutes, its my turn to get the nombor giliran. i told d person in charge that my IC might be spoilt as RHB bank cannot read it. so, she double comfirm with me, putting d IC into d IC reader n said " ya, ur IC spoilt, have to change a new one, so u need to pay RM10 for it"..okie, fine, i got d number n sat there waiting for about half an hour be4 my turn..

so, reached my turn.. d person said she wanna double confirm whether my IC is spoilt be4 she do anything..k, i gave her my IC n guess what she said..." kamu punya IC okie la, boleh baca.." i really very geram ad, just now the bank n first counter said cannot read, now tell me CAN READ!!

fine, she printed my IC detail n give my 2 copies, just in case d bank CANNOT READ my IC AGAIN..the distance from d JPN to the nearest RHB bank is not so far, but due to raining heavily, i used bout 20minutes to reach there..

finally reached SG BULOH RHB BANK, i get d nombor giliran n wait for my turn..

after giving all the forms to the person at d counter there, he said " IC please".. k, passed my IC to him n AGAIN, saying my IC cannot be read..=.=" i ad very geram n gave him d copy from JPN n he tried to use other reader to read again...

n at last, there is only ONE reader can read my IC, izzit my IC too SPECIAL to read??=.="

so now, at least i know i can be sure open a saving account by today as i need to pass d acc number to aeron tomorrow..i told d person that i wan to open acc by using just RM20 as i dun have RM250 cash in hand.. guess wat the siao person answered..

HE: " jangan buka dengan RM2o, nanti u nak pinjam loan, nanti nak beli kereta, so, kalau buka dengan RM250, kamu dapat tu bank book la, boleh refer all the time.."

ME: " tapi i takkan guna acc ni untuk pinjam loan, takkan guna acc ni beli kereta"

HE: " jangan cakap macam tu, nanti u akan tahu, sekarang kamu baru kerja, nanti akan start pinjam punya"

ME: " i cakap lagi, i takkan guna acc ni untuk buat semua tu, acc ni hanya untuk SAVING jer"

HE: " u tak tahu punya, banyak customer juga cakap macam ni, lepas tu, mereka semua nak tukar, masa tu banyak leceh punya"

ME ( ad very geram): " i tak nak buka acc dengan RM250, i hanya mahu buka dengan RM20!!"

HE: " kenapa tak mau, lepas 6 jam boleh guna ATM ambil balik duit tu.."

ME: " i tahu, tapi i hanya mahu buka dengan RM20, i tak ada cash RM250 sekarang"

HE ( laugh): " boleh pinjam dengan kawan, esok boleh pulang.."

ME:" i sekarang nak buka acc dengan RM20, BOLEH??"

HE:" okie okie..."

really kanasai la d ppl.. another conversation with him after he settled my acc..

HE: " kamu boleh ambil ATM card esok."

ME: " sekarang tak boleh ambil keh? last time i pergi bank lain, dia terus bagi i ATM card"

HE: " oo, ini kena bagi atas dulu"

ME: " okie, tapi esok i tak free, kena kerja, monday okie tak?"

HE: " monday ar... okie juga, i hanya simpan untuk one week jer, lepas tu, tak datang ambil, rugi la RM20 tu"

ME:" okie, jadi monday pukul berapa buka yer bank ni?"

HE:" 9.15am"

ME:" okie, jadi i datang monday la"

.....(silence).....

HE:" apa kata u datang tuesday...?"

ME: " mengapa tak boleh monday?"

HE: " i risau nanti atas belum siap, weekend ni kami tak kerja, nanti atas tak dapat contact kami kalau ada apa problem"

ME: " so, tadi u cakap esok boleh collect?"

HE: " oo.. kamu datang tues la.."

ME: "......"

end of this conversation.. CONCLUSION: DUN OPEN ACC AT RHB BANK, SERVICE DAMN LOUSY!!

finally finished all these at 4.30pm n reach pyramid at 5pm..haizzz, really very sorry ya dear..

joel din join us for steamboat n he "borrow" my car to go paktor with his girl girl...=.="

at last, 10 of us gather at yuan steamboat.. really very long time din see them ad, i guess if its not because wen have to go to scotland, dunno when only we all can gather..hahaha...

i ate many rounds leh, ice-cream also ate a lots..hahaha.. luckily got weiyao eat with me, if not, sure they all feel that my stomach really very BIG one..hahaha..thanks ya^^ (ps: actually i really not 100% full at that time de, just because d tomyam ad became salty, forced me to stop eating..)

n these few days i learnt how to play 4 ppl mahjong!! thanks allan to call me out ya^^

n here have to say sorry to beh as i can see ur disappointed face when me n allan said wanna reach home be4 12am..its my mis-communication with u..sorry, really very sorry, u may angry with me but not others, k..

n last lastly.. just saw my lingdar's personal message.. 你还爱我吗?一直好想问你这句话.ya, thats long long time ago, i asked this question, but until now, there is still no answer from u. izzit the time to receive it ad passed..?

dear, when u see this, hope can let u know, maybe now is d right time to do sumthing, n once u lost it, u will lost it forever..u know wat i meant de..this is just my opinion la, d decision still in ur hand one, take care oo, dun sick again ya..^^

Saturday, May 24, 2008

working~~

feel like myself disappear for about 2 weeks ad..so, where i am for this 2 weeks leh?? haha.. of course working la dear...if no money then how to go out n "wet" leh??...

so guys, if u all wanna c me or visit me, can come to a shop named three point six (3.6) at the curve, near the south entrance, few shops from secret recipe..

first week working there were damn tired, i got fever, vomit, diarrhea, legs pain.. cant imagine i vomit wat i ate..really have the mind to give up at that time..haha.. but now its okie ad, get to know many friends there, like my super cute supervisor aeron, very cool assistance supervisor steven, funny manager gan, lenglui part-timer li min, lengzai part-timer jacky n many many more!!

i started work on 12 may, n until now, din even have 0 sales!! wat a great achievement!! hahahha..

lastly, honestly to tell u guys, dun buy 3.6 shirts when there is no sales, its too expensive.. unless u got money to "feng" la..BUT u can buy shoes there, very nice nike shoes, with also "very nice" prices..

take care ya pal, everyone like fall in sick recently..^^