Wednesday, June 04, 2008

想

今天不知道做么,放工回来后,打开电脑,看到你也在线上,心就莫名奇妙地在抽痛。

没办法,只能当你透明,我不要回到以前那样。然后再催眠似的告诉自己,你不在,你不在,你不在,你不在。。然后,你就真得不在了。。是的,你不在,你不会在,你从来都不在。

带着坏心情和心情也不怎么好的兄弟谈天,每次都彼此挖苦彼此,其实蛮谢谢他的,心情不好还陪我讲废话。也许,不知道是谁在陪谁。。

他怎么不怕他告诉我的事会使我不快乐?他怎么不怕如果有一天我会喜欢他?

我这样问他,他说,你都不会喜欢我的,怕什么?

是的,心,一天还没康复;伤,一天还在,我,又怎么会踩进那陷阱呢?

突然间好想谈恋爱,和一个对我好的人一起谈,和一个不会伤我的人一起谈,谈一场,很简单很简单很简单的恋爱。

突然间。。。突然间。。。就是那么的突然。。。

Sunday, June 01, 2008

update of MY life

ya, as u guys know, i started to work de..so, every week got one day off, which is thursday.

i really very enjoyed d 2 thursday, which is on 22may n 29may.

on d 22may, actually, joel planned for sunway lagoon one, but because of too little ppl going, plus, i wan singk, so, i decided to change this plan to singk plan..hahaha..i really long time din sing de, like dunno how to sing summore...=P

while on 29may, its really a very busy day for me, met lots of friends, faced lots of troubles..

here the story goes..

wake up at 7.30am, washed clothes, fetch allan at 9am n reach beh's house at 9.40am. played badminton from 10 to 12pm. both of them really geng..haha..

after that went to open a new RHB account near taman megah there, BUT trouble began when the person in charge said that i CANNOT open saving account there because i stay in SHAH ALAM, n my company at CHERAS, plus my outlet at THE CURVE..after negotiate with her, she finally agree to open d account for me, BUT again, trouble came.. d IC reader cannot read my chip!! n she said i have to change the chip be4 going to other bank..

okie fine, i fetch beh home n went back to have lunch at 1pm. i reach JABATAN PENDAFTARAN NEGARA at 2.15pm n be4 that really felt moodless cause ppl said i ffk as i said i will reach pyramid by 3pm..n i know its really impossible right now..dear, what to do..

after queue up for about 10minutes, its my turn to get the nombor giliran. i told d person in charge that my IC might be spoilt as RHB bank cannot read it. so, she double comfirm with me, putting d IC into d IC reader n said " ya, ur IC spoilt, have to change a new one, so u need to pay RM10 for it"..okie, fine, i got d number n sat there waiting for about half an hour be4 my turn..

so, reached my turn.. d person said she wanna double confirm whether my IC is spoilt be4 she do anything..k, i gave her my IC n guess what she said..." kamu punya IC okie la, boleh baca.." i really very geram ad, just now the bank n first counter said cannot read, now tell me CAN READ!!

fine, she printed my IC detail n give my 2 copies, just in case d bank CANNOT READ my IC AGAIN..the distance from d JPN to the nearest RHB bank is not so far, but due to raining heavily, i used bout 20minutes to reach there..

finally reached SG BULOH RHB BANK, i get d nombor giliran n wait for my turn..

after giving all the forms to the person at d counter there, he said " IC please".. k, passed my IC to him n AGAIN, saying my IC cannot be read..=.=" i ad very geram n gave him d copy from JPN n he tried to use other reader to read again...

n at last, there is only ONE reader can read my IC, izzit my IC too SPECIAL to read??=.="

so now, at least i know i can be sure open a saving account by today as i need to pass d acc number to aeron tomorrow..i told d person that i wan to open acc by using just RM20 as i dun have RM250 cash in hand.. guess wat the siao person answered..

HE: " jangan buka dengan RM2o, nanti u nak pinjam loan, nanti nak beli kereta, so, kalau buka dengan RM250, kamu dapat tu bank book la, boleh refer all the time.."

ME: " tapi i takkan guna acc ni untuk pinjam loan, takkan guna acc ni beli kereta"

HE: " jangan cakap macam tu, nanti u akan tahu, sekarang kamu baru kerja, nanti akan start pinjam punya"

ME: " i cakap lagi, i takkan guna acc ni untuk buat semua tu, acc ni hanya untuk SAVING jer"

HE: " u tak tahu punya, banyak customer juga cakap macam ni, lepas tu, mereka semua nak tukar, masa tu banyak leceh punya"

ME ( ad very geram): " i tak nak buka acc dengan RM250, i hanya mahu buka dengan RM20!!"

HE: " kenapa tak mau, lepas 6 jam boleh guna ATM ambil balik duit tu.."

ME: " i tahu, tapi i hanya mahu buka dengan RM20, i tak ada cash RM250 sekarang"

HE ( laugh): " boleh pinjam dengan kawan, esok boleh pulang.."

ME:" i sekarang nak buka acc dengan RM20, BOLEH??"

HE:" okie okie..."

really kanasai la d ppl.. another conversation with him after he settled my acc..

HE: " kamu boleh ambil ATM card esok."

ME: " sekarang tak boleh ambil keh? last time i pergi bank lain, dia terus bagi i ATM card"

HE: " oo, ini kena bagi atas dulu"

ME: " okie, tapi esok i tak free, kena kerja, monday okie tak?"

HE: " monday ar... okie juga, i hanya simpan untuk one week jer, lepas tu, tak datang ambil, rugi la RM20 tu"

ME:" okie, jadi monday pukul berapa buka yer bank ni?"

HE:" 9.15am"

ME:" okie, jadi i datang monday la"

.....(silence).....

HE:" apa kata u datang tuesday...?"

ME: " mengapa tak boleh monday?"

HE: " i risau nanti atas belum siap, weekend ni kami tak kerja, nanti atas tak dapat contact kami kalau ada apa problem"

ME: " so, tadi u cakap esok boleh collect?"

HE: " oo.. kamu datang tues la.."

ME: "......"

end of this conversation.. CONCLUSION: DUN OPEN ACC AT RHB BANK, SERVICE DAMN LOUSY!!

finally finished all these at 4.30pm n reach pyramid at 5pm..haizzz, really very sorry ya dear..

joel din join us for steamboat n he "borrow" my car to go paktor with his girl girl...=.="

at last, 10 of us gather at yuan steamboat.. really very long time din see them ad, i guess if its not because wen have to go to scotland, dunno when only we all can gather..hahaha...

i ate many rounds leh, ice-cream also ate a lots..hahaha.. luckily got weiyao eat with me, if not, sure they all feel that my stomach really very BIG one..hahaha..thanks ya^^ (ps: actually i really not 100% full at that time de, just because d tomyam ad became salty, forced me to stop eating..)

n these few days i learnt how to play 4 ppl mahjong!! thanks allan to call me out ya^^

n here have to say sorry to beh as i can see ur disappointed face when me n allan said wanna reach home be4 12am..its my mis-communication with u..sorry, really very sorry, u may angry with me but not others, k..

n last lastly.. just saw my lingdar's personal message.. 你还爱我吗?一直好想问你这句话.ya, thats long long time ago, i asked this question, but until now, there is still no answer from u. izzit the time to receive it ad passed..?

dear, when u see this, hope can let u know, maybe now is d right time to do sumthing, n once u lost it, u will lost it forever..u know wat i meant de..this is just my opinion la, d decision still in ur hand one, take care oo, dun sick again ya..^^

Saturday, May 24, 2008

working~~

feel like myself disappear for about 2 weeks ad..so, where i am for this 2 weeks leh?? haha.. of course working la dear...if no money then how to go out n "wet" leh??...

so guys, if u all wanna c me or visit me, can come to a shop named three point six (3.6) at the curve, near the south entrance, few shops from secret recipe..

first week working there were damn tired, i got fever, vomit, diarrhea, legs pain.. cant imagine i vomit wat i ate..really have the mind to give up at that time..haha.. but now its okie ad, get to know many friends there, like my super cute supervisor aeron, very cool assistance supervisor steven, funny manager gan, lenglui part-timer li min, lengzai part-timer jacky n many many more!!

i started work on 12 may, n until now, din even have 0 sales!! wat a great achievement!! hahahha..

lastly, honestly to tell u guys, dun buy 3.6 shirts when there is no sales, its too expensive.. unless u got money to "feng" la..BUT u can buy shoes there, very nice nike shoes, with also "very nice" prices..

take care ya pal, everyone like fall in sick recently..^^

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

...continue...

i was so surprised when i been told that kenny, my cousin, be married with debbie on 3rd of may!! but they started the dinner from 1st may to 3rd may 2008..

me: y choose 1st-3rd of may de??
somebody: cause 1st may holiday, 3rd may weekend ma, everyone free lo..
me: ....

so, this was d first time i attend christian's wedding (kenny n debbie both christian), n debbie is like banana, dunno chinese one..

1st may, we were having dinner at jaya33, 大港城. The dinner was prepared for debbie's friends, relatives bla bla bla.. a well prepared dinner. food is nice, service lagi nice, performance super nice..

first surprised: when d mc talking on the stage, there was no any sound came from d guests.. SILENT!! except a baby cried..

second surprised: all christian stood up, sing together with darren (debbie's brother) during his singing performance!!

third surprised: debbie's mother did a video show about how kenny n debbie become couple!!

fourth suprised: some friends of debbie n kenny were invited to give a small "speech" about how kenny n debbie get together, how they know each other, how kenny "chase" debbie..bla bla bla..

this kind of dinner was very different with our tradisional chinese one..

k, back to d 3rd may, dinner for d wedding night, did by my uncle n aunt, at oversea restaurant, amanda hotel..

the first step i stepped into d restaurant, NOISES!!

the second step: my uncle ask we cousins to be seperated n sit with strangers since there were1-2 empty chairs for some tables..

third step: guests dunno where is their seats... POOR PLANNING!!

i sat at table 63, did not care bout my uncle's order, sat with cousins..hahaha..

1st different from 1st may dinner: NOISES around when mc was talking n during performance.

2nd different: food not so nice, all small small pieces..

3rd different: lousy PA system

4th different: service not good, ask for drink but they liked dun wan to serve..

n during this wedding, i found out another secret, which i really dunno one...

THE GOD FATHER, N THE ALLAH FATHER, IS THE SAME MAN!!!!

which means, Jesus n Allah r brothers!! ( with different mother)

is it true??!!

kenny n debbie's wedding~~













































first photo: with kenny n debbie^^
second photo: cousins!!
third: ME
fourth: ME again..
fifth:.... is me...

~~to be continued...~~

Friday, May 02, 2008

110km

失忆症越来越严重,那天离开营地,竟然忘了拿肮脏衣服和身份证回家!!

幸好筱筠有检查营地,发现了我的衣服,替我拿回学校。

没办法,需回学校一次,再去谷中城找雪芬拿回我的身份证。

够力的是,从学校去谷中城,我竟走错路!

结果去到吉隆坡市中心。什么jalan parlimen, jalan hangtuah, PWTC, 民政大厦,menara maybank, times square 都让我经过。。

更够力的是,我就像白痴一样在那迷宫内兜圈,却一点都没紧张,好像超级熟那些路似的。

大佬,我可是第一次驾车进那迷宫。。

回到家发现,我今天一个人走了110km的路。。

Thursday, May 01, 2008

3天2夜领袖培训营

超累的领袖营终于结束了!!是时候起身了,这世界没想象中那么小。。

遇见那些真得令我佩服的领袖,也遇到那些令我头痛的领袖。

为何领袖被称为领袖?有领有袖就是领袖?无领无袖不是领袖?那么,叫那些爱美爱打扮的女生藏在家里,不用出门了。。

一号佩服的是营长锐杰,超级棒的领袖,台上台下都让人喜欢,让人有种崇拜的感觉。。

二号佩服的是静芝,超棒的辅导员,完全把自己排在营员的后面,以营员的利益为先。果然是此鸟不飞而已,一飞冲天。。

三号佩服的是筱筠,女生的头就是看她的了。整个筹委会,绿中的一点红也就是她,唯一一个女筹委。为女营员争取最大的福利非筱筠莫属。。

四号佩服的是广益,对时事、政治了如指掌,敢说,本小姐拍马都追不上。。

五号佩服的是子贺,头脑转变一流,IQ、EQ超高,讨论、辩论技巧高明,无疑是日后的领袖!

六号佩服的是伟杰,说话虽废但并非无理,脑筋转动一流,让人感觉是个搞笑又不失幽默的未来领袖!!

就算我现在什么都没有
擦掉了眼泪还是抬头要挺胸
缅到笑容不气馁往前冲
我越挫越勇 我永远不退缩