幸福

有一個人，他生前善良而且熱心助人，所以在他死後，昇上天堂，做了天使。他當了天使後，仍時常到凡間幫助人，希望能感受到幸福的味道。有一天，他遇見一個農夫，農夫的樣子非常煩惱，他向天使訴說︰「我家的水牛剛死了，沒牠幫忙犁田，那我怎能下田工作呢？」於是天使賜給他一隻健壯的水牛，農夫很高興，天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。 又有一天，他遇見一個男人，男人非常沮喪，他向天使訴說︰「我的錢都被騙光，沒有盤纏回鄉。」於是天使送給他銀兩做路費，男人很高興，天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。
又一日，他遇見一個詩人，詩人年青、英俊、有才華而且富有，妻子貌美又溫柔，但他卻過得不快樂。天使問他︰「你不快樂嗎？我能幫你嗎？」詩人對天使說︰「我什麼也有，只欠一樣東西，你能夠給我嗎？」天使回答說︰「可以。你要什麼我也可以給你。」詩人直直的望著天使︰「我想要的是幸福。」這下子把天使難倒了，天使想了想，說︰「我明白了。」然後把詩人所擁有的都拿走。天使拿走詩人的才華，毀去他的容貌，奪去他的財產，和他妻子的性命，天使做完這些事後，便離去了。
一個月後，天使再回到詩人的身邊，他那時餓得半死，衣衫襤褸地在躺在地上掙扎。於是，天使把他的一切還給他，然後，又離去了。半個月後，天使再去看看詩人。這次，詩人摟著妻子，不住向天使道謝，因為，他得到幸福了。

你曾覺得孤獨？你嚐過幸福的味道？孤寂、璀璨本就是形容詞，所有的形容詞都是比較的。沒嘗過孤寂，又怎知何謂璀璨的人生？孤寂又豈非人生之必經？人很奇怪，每每要到了失去後，才懂得珍惜。其實，幸褔早就放就在你的面前。肚子餓壞的時候，有一碗熱騰騰的拉麵放在你眼前，幸福。累得半死的時候，撲上軟軟的床，也是幸福。哭得要命的時候，旁邊溫柔的遞來一張紙巾，更是幸福。
幸福本沒有絕對的定義，平常一些小事也往往能撼動你的心靈，幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待。朋友，你的心，充滿了幸福嗎？還是，溢滿了哀愁？愉快的心情，敲你的心門時，你就該大大的開放你的心門，讓愉快與你同在。

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happy birthday to me!

long time din update my blog..

recently i feel like i dun have the mood to study.. dun have the mood to talk crap.. dun have the mood to move..just like a lazy pig.. sleep n eat...no wonder im getting fatter n fatter...

16th of august is my birthday... today is already 12...joel was busy planning to celebrate me,jiawen n weiyao birthday ( three of us r born in august).. but i dun have the mood to go out n celebrate during holidays which start on 19th of august..i just hope that i can get a peaceful,simple birthday..

finally 18 years old..can go n watch all those 18PL,18SX,18 bla bla bla movie legally..

everyone seems like asking me what should they buy as my birthday present... haha.. what do i need actually..? i still consider..maybe i just want something unique..something just belongs to me...haha..

12nd of august... today is our dearest pn wong ss a.k.a. penguin 's birthday...haha.. finally pn wong 46years old!hahaha...unbelieveable.. i thought pn wong is only 40years old...!hahaha..

so... lastly... sing a birthday song to myself first ba...

happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to meeee...
happy birthday to me!!!!!

周杰伦

1。漂亮的讓我面紅的可愛女人溫柔的讓我心疼的可愛女人 聰明的讓我感動的可愛女人 壞 壞的讓我瘋狂的可愛女人
---我不漂亮，不温柔，不聪明，不坏，所以你不会脸红，不会心疼，不会感动 ，也不会疯狂。

2。從前從前有個人愛妳很久 但偏偏風漸漸把距離吹得好遠
---你曾经说过，不管风雨多大，我们的距离都不会变。

3。已經習慣不去阻止你過好一陣子你就會回來 印象中的愛情好像 頂不住那時間
---时间可以冲淡一切，如果我们的爱情斗不过时间，彼此就都不要再怀念过去了。

4。未接來電 沒留言 一定是你孤單的想念
---你曾经理会过我的未接来电吗?那孤单的想念你能理解吗?

5。趁時間沒發覺 讓我帶著你離開
---你可以没发觉时间，但时间不可能没发觉你。你可以带走我的心，但我的人还会在这里。

6 。想回到過去 試著抱妳在懷裡
---就算我们回到过去，你一样还是不会抱我。

7。 我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開 愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
---我们的爱，从来都没有不悲哀过。

8。就是開不了口讓她知道 就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
---也许有些话，你不用开口，我已经知道你要说什么了。

9。 我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你
---如果你觉得离开我会让你好过些，我不会介意你让我难过。

10。我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛任風乾吹流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天
---人总是要往上爬，去寻找他的天空。当你找到了你的天空，也许你会发现到我不在那儿。

11。我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
---生命中总会遇上很多过客，何必为了一个过客而放弃旅途?

12。把永遠愛你寫進詩的結尾 你是我唯一想要的瞭解
---你知不知道我曾经写过一首诗给你?一首没有被寄出的诗。

13。我知道你的痛 是我給的承諾
---如果你知道，你就不会让我再痛下去。

14。我只能永遠讀著對白 讀著我給你的傷害 我原諒不了我就請你當作我已不在
---你从来都不觉得自己有错，也从来都不觉得你一直在伤害我。

15。有話想對你講 你眼睛卻裝忙
---也许你根本就不想去理会我要对你说的话。.

the day of bon odori

finally the results came out.. i got position 12 in my class..but the average is too terrible->46.25!!! OMG..chemistry 41,biology 39, maths 46, pa 59.. sigh..poor result..

bon odori will be held on tonight, but i refuse to go..the reason are i feel not comfortable + too many homeworks + too many things i want to study + i dun have to mood to go..

yesterday saw siewying at school, n she told me that she will continue her studies in singapore..everyone seems like fly here n there already, but im still at the starting point..

the day after orientation

yeah! finally everything back to normal.. no more sixth form orientation, no more girl guide orientation.. no more sushi buffet, no more jenayah's AGM...

muscle pain after the sixth form orientation.. pity my foot because they been stepped during the orientation..nothing much to do after the orientation, except i have to rush as i have a date with sooteng they all.. so, the orientation ended at 4.15pm n i reached home at 5.05pm.. i have to meet sooteng at bus stop which not really near my house (about 5km from my house) at 5.30pm.so, i was in rush n everytime i m in rush, i will surely forget to do something.. n yeap, this time i forgot to bring my identity card... hahaha..

the muet result will come out soon... scary man...

50th anniversary + tearful week

CHS finally 50 years old..my brother told me that when he was in form one, the school is just 40 years old..time waits for no one..n i already 17 years old (walau.. still underage!)

the day before the anniversary i online n saw weiyao there.. both of us support argentina but germany won..haha, i support england but she lost; i support brazil but french won.. next time i should support the opposite team..weiyao said he will go to school tomorrow, with jiawen.. seems like long time din see jiawen but actually we just had lunch n dinner together half month ago.. here, have to thank weiyao always online n chat with me.. THANK U!! something really interupt my mind these few days n he is the one who know it..maybe i just have to give myself more time..

50the anniversary.. i saw many many friends there.. weiyao, jiawen, ruiwen, kayin, wendy, weishin, chityang, soo fan, soo heng, puiyin, sukhui, mengyip,chukli, etvon, vict ci bla bla bla.. long time din see victci, he is more yengzai than last time..haha..!

suddenly something come across my mind : 如果有一天我離開了你﹐你會為我掉一滴眼淚嗎?
i keep telling myself dun think all those stupid + idiot things..its already the second week,i already felt very down for 2 weeks..,but who cares?

thanks beh for giving me the candy,although it just cheer me up for 3 hours..